"I am always tearing sutures out to make the anguish last like it defines me."

I'm probably the worst person in the world at being single. There's nothing appealing about it to me at this point and time of my mid-20's. I hate meeting new people and worst yet, I hate trying to meet girls. I've been single since April, so that makes it what? 8 months or so? Whatever, thats not important. What is, is that every single girl I've met, is a complete moron whom of which I can't seem to not want to blow my brains out five minuts into conversation.

Now I don't want to hear the bullshit "Oh, you'll find someone." "There's someone out there for everyone.". Maybe my standards are a bit high, maybe I'm just a little insecure about things in my life, I don't know. Regardless, being single sucks.

Getting back to the basics.

I'm going to use this a little more often. Getting things off my chest has been a problem as of late so that's going to be the main focus on this. You might call it bitching on the internet, but, well... its bitching on the internet.